not so God Jul.

Us and them and after all we're only ordinary men me and you God only knows it's not what we would choose to do forward he cried from the rear and the front rank died and the General sat, and the lines on the map moved from side to side

Black and blue and who knows which is which and who is who up and down and in the end it's only round and round and round haven't you heard it's a battle of words the poster bearer cried listen, son, said the man with the gun there's room for you inside

Down and out it can't be helped but there's a lot of it about with, without and who'll deny it's what the fighting's all about out of the way, it's a busy day I've got things on my mind for want of the price of tea and a slice the old man died

- Pink Floyd

There is no dark side of the moon, really. Matter of fact, it's all dark.

My sleeping pattern is messed up. I am trying to fix this. I can not fall asleep at all....I just lie in bed and play tetris till six in the morning. I have been sleeping very uncomfortably too....ehhh I dunno what to do. I'm going to the Tonight Show with Jay Leno tomorrow....a group of us are gonna go! It's funny because, I have lived here for 10 years and I have never thought of going to a tv taping. NBC is right down the street!

I bought this purse two weeks ago....and this new wallet...because people were complaining that my Totoro one was too immature. UGH. I don't even like this wallet. What's wrong with the Totoro one???!

Hope you guys are all well <3<3<3

all things go, all things go

Where have I been!!?? I don't even know myself. Tomorrow is the last day of this horrendous semester that I want to forget. I have a lot to study....but I'm giving myself a short break to write here. I miss you all. I have been sleeping very late lately. Sometimes it is because I have a lot of work to do, but other times, it's because I can't sleep. I lie down in bed...all these thoughts and worries come to me and make it impossible to sleep. Being flooded by thoughts and emotions is not something that I need at the moment is really draining I try to save my engergy as much as I can. I am happy the sememster is almost over because I really can't take it anymore. After tomorrow....I can try to sort out my emotions and catch up with everything else that I have been neglecting. I'm hoping to be able to sleep like I used to~

So....last week was my studio final review. For our final project we each got a partner. We had to both had to draw these activites out of a hat. My activitiy was praying for world peace and my partner's was to track the winter and summer solstice. We had to design a place or thing that would incorporate both of our activities together. Each group was only allowed to use 4 x 8 sheet of 3/4 inch plywood for the construction of the whole piece. This is what we ended up with:

Looks like a dead whale...haha~ So my take on world peace was a negative one....I believe that there can never be world could work theoretically, but it is not a realistic idea. So we decided to create this....a ribcage like structure which would protect me from the outside world. The top part of the structure is supposed to resemeble a sundial.....which my partner would use. During the solstices, the light will shine into the structure, giving me hope and warmth, so that I can pray for peace in peace.

This is our robot. His name is Robot. We made him out of some of our extra wood pieces. Cute~??<3 We like him better than our actual project~~

momentary lapse of reason

I'm so tired you guys. I never get to write here.....I always want to....I always remind myself that I should. But then I end up finishing all my work late late at night....and I can't find myself to write. I hope you are all well. I'm doing okay...just tired...tired of this semester. I registered for next semester....not really looking forward to it at the moment. I have lots of projects that I'm working on....when I'm done with this semester...I'll post pictures of all the stuff I've been working on for you guys to see~

hello. this is lolo! I cut my bangs myself! I'm proud of myself.

LEANNE! I've been wanting to say this for a while now. Thank you so much! I love the presents....I love them~~ I got your present at a really crappy time, so it made me super happy. Thank you thank you thank you~