I don't feel so good. I am too negative even though I should be happy that it's summer. So many things are going on in my head...and around me...and sometimes I feel like I wanna give up. But then something good happens which makes me realize that things are good, and I feel stupid for wanting to give up earlier. I spend most of my days just thinking and that sucks. I worry more than anything else and I feel like it is eating me up. I need to let go of a lot of things. It just feels really strange. I'm a little sad.