I Have Become Comfortably Numb

I am sick once again. This time I had a pretty bad fever, but I am feeling a little better at the moment. I didn't go to school today and I am not going tomorrow. If this was a month or two ago, I wouldn't be okay with myself. School is incredibly important to me, but it has come to a point where I don't care as much. I still care about doing well, don't get me wrong, but....I am more important than school. My relationship with school has become something unhealthy, and I think it is time for me to not care as much. There are people in class...who get by, even though they don't do anything. I try so hard, but sometimes it doesn't matter. So it is time for be to not care. I don't care. I have a little bit left of this semester...it ends in May. I'm just gonna try to do my best...whatever happens..happens. So yeah...I got sick again. I was sick during my spring break (post below). I thought I got better...and then it just hit me again, but worse. I hope this is were it will end.

I am gonna try to post more often. I really miss it. When you are so into school, its hard to post...but I'm feeling optimistic today, so we'll see.